working w public is low pay and dangerous no thnks lol

Dead inside but still glam
working w public is low pay and dangerous no thnks lol
im a v tense..and uptight person
i heard the streets were paved with gold👩❤️💋👩
omg im so selective of who i spend time around at this point..life is too short to be around shitty people
I’m no longer interested in pain. it doesn’t inspire me, it doesn’t motivate me, I don’t think it’s a beautiful thing. I’ve spent too long making suffering a part of my personality
i want to pay some1 to train my dog doing it myself is a pain in the ass..i think i will get her private lessons
its really comforting to know that all the times i was at my lowest and loneliest in the past the whole time i had my self in the future and present who had survived those things looking back with love and tenderness and wishing desperately to offer comfort…i am my own guardian angel and i can use that knowledge when im struggling now and remember that somewhere there is a version of me that has survived this and is watching me with love and pride and joy in her heart